Not only that I got myself into trouble, now I don't know how to get out of it. I am afraid that if I don't stop this right now, it will be too late. I don't want to end up empty handed and alone. Because that is what you get when you're sitting on two chairs. At least, that's what they say.
I can now only hope that I am doing right thing, and that I will be able to chose wisely this time. Maybe I could let my brain help my heart this time and do what's best for me in long term. Not to get all excited and do something in a spur of a moment.
The only thing I can do now is to think and wait. Well, I am so good in waiting, that's for sure