The time has come for me to make a final decision, and as usual I have to think too much and too hard, as always. This time I'm thinking only about myself. And even though last night I was brought to thinking that someone close to me really cares about me and wishes me the best, I found out this morning that it is all not so true.
But I tend to get carried away with my imagination, and that's my biggest flaw. Also I think too much :D
Everything will be solwed once I get away from here, alone.
And that is probably the smartes decision I have ever made.