Wednesday, 12 August 2009

10 questions with no answer

Yes I know I have issues, and I know I don't know how to deal with them. It's not easy, it's not smart to be like that but... right now I can't change it. Or at least I think I can't. Running in circles, again. It's really not fair, I'm trying to make decision, well not just one... So here are some questions I need to answer, and I need to be as honest as I can:

1. Do I still love him?

2. Do I want to spend the rest of my life (or many years) with him?

3. Am I ready to move far away from here with him?

4. If I am ready to do that, what are my reasons?

5. Do I want to stay with someone who doesn't feel the way I feel (or am I just imagining that?) ?

6. What about the things that are going on right now?

7. What do I feel about this one?

8. Do I want him to be my friend, or I want more?

9. What does he feel?

10. How should I decide?

If I could answer them, I think everything would be much much easier.... Until then...

Love, Susan

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